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[31 Aug 2009|01:03pm] |
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For the past 2 months I've been having really frequent headaches. And these are REALLY bad. Like right now, I feel really dizzy and nauseous. Brain feels like it's bleeding, kinda sucks.
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| Hard to reach goal |
[05 Apr 2009|05:28pm] |
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I'd really like to apply myself to school. I've been trying so hard this semester to get back into it, but the lack of serious classes that actually pertain to my major is killing me. Not to mention my body loves to get sick at times when it can't. This semester has been a disaster school wise, and because of that I need to take a shiton of summer classes, good luck to me.
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[06 Mar 2009|03:24am] |
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It actually bothers me greatly that I wasn't a better friend to him. He always pops up in my thoughts. He wasn't a close friend, but he was so nice to me and always reaching out to me. Maybe if I was in better state of mind would have been closer, but we weren't close. But it fucking sucks that I can never hang out with him again. Such a good kid. Why the fuck did he have to die? I'm just angry at myself now; I blame the lack of sleep.
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| Outoforder |
[06 Mar 2009|03:15am] |
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Pretty crazy. I'm putting in 100%, just got to do that for school and I'm set. Business people visiting my apartment to talk business, wtf am I suppose to do? Anyway, I need to "wake up" in about 4 hours to go to airport to pick up some happiness, well a whole lot, but these days showing too much emotion is frowned upon. I'll lie to you guys; make you happy.
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[28 Feb 2009|01:54am] |
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I am happy.
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| <3 |
[26 Feb 2009|12:30am] |
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Eshme like redesigned my whole room while I was at work last night. It looks fucking amazing. I'm so happy. She's the best. :3
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| :O |
[15 Feb 2009|11:54am] |
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Wow, best valentine's day ever
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| ^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^!!!!!!!! |
[12 Feb 2009|05:01pm] |
FUUUG!
Just finished a quick round of CS, got banned from some servers; too good for those wolfshirt neckbeards.
She's my gf now, and she's AWESOME! Everything is falling into place into happiness, minus school; fuck that shit seriously. :|
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| mo' sleep |
[04 Feb 2009|11:16am] |
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Been getting more sleep lately. I've been happy, even though nothing is like certain. Hard to explain. I'm actually losing weight. I notice after I wake up. WTF, sleep makes me lose weight?
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| emo? |
[24 Jan 2009|06:05pm] |
Past couple of days have been pretty weird. Not sure how to explain it all. I've had several people come up to me and pretty much tell me flat out that I'm "too nice", and that they don't like it.
Lately, I've been feeling really lonely. It's not the type of lonely that I'm craving to be with people; I've actually been pretty active these past couple of weeks (surprisingly). I'm starting to really miss having a really close friend I can be emotionally attached with. Someone I can talk to about anything and vice versa. I don't think I'm interested in relationship, the thought of one scares the shit out of me; but I'm craving some sort of companion. It's really nerve racking because I'm starting to think it's getting obvious since I'm reaching out like crazy towards people. /sigh
I won't let this get to me, I hope.
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| Ugh |
[21 Jan 2009|03:55am] |
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Just finished watching Stay. WTF. Mind fuck of a movie. No clue why. Felt weird, feels weird. I liked it, but I didn't enjoy it? So fucking weird. I feel like I won't be able to sleep for a couple of more hours, yet I can tell this lack of sleep is making me feel like total shit. I feel so sick.
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| White Knight |
[21 Jan 2009|12:34am] |
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So on my shifts I work with set crew, and one of them is a girl. She said I am very "gallant". It made me laugh for some reason. Time to go find goofus. :D
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| WORKWORK |
[13 Jan 2009|07:15pm] |
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Currently at work. I get my car back tomorrow! I kind of don't want to give the TC back, but whatever. Classes are going well, I'm studying a lot except for the classes I don't have books for. the 7-10 class that follows my japanese 5-7 class is brutal. I'll get use to it. Time to go do rounds, I'll update more later, serious times.
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| Nope |
[12 Jan 2009|04:15am] |
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I just can't
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| workin Saturday morning! |
[10 Jan 2009|09:39am] |
Good morning! So I'm scheduled to work on Saturday mornings starting at 7:30am. It's almost impossible for me to wake up early, so I decided to NOT go to sleep last night, and it's working. Work is going well, I like it a lot. Classes are going ok; still need the books for them. I'm such a better student this semester, and it feels great! By the end of next week, after I get the books, I should be all caught up and owning my classes. Japanese is nuts, I have two paragraphs due on Monday, and I'm currently working on that. Slowly getting done.
I repierced my eyebrow, fucking love it. It's all good, for now.
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| Yay! |
[09 Jan 2009|04:57am] |
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Making so much progress. Feels good man.
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[08 Jan 2009|12:17am] |
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I don't enjoy dreams I get shot in. :|
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| SpRiNg SeMeStEr! |
[07 Jan 2009|12:58am] |
New semester started. I'm ok with my classes. It's obviously going to be a harder semester than last, but I'm approaching it better I guess. Started my Operations Manager job (Building Manager) at the Student Union building. Bit hectic today, lots of old people and college people. I like it though, I keep busy and time flies.
My first day at work, and I did a great job with costumer service. Everyone REALLY liked me, and were actually sad I don't work tomorrow's shift. Sometimes I come off way too strong towards people, and luckily that's a good thing at work, but not very good in classes or with friends, kind of wards them away, oh well.
OMG Spanish is so much harder this semester, wtf. Teacher is crazier, but I have this awesome chick in my class that is pretty much my buddy from the previous one (bring on the group projects). Japanese is nuts; I'm putting A LOT of time into studying for that class and trying to review all of the stuff I didn't really learn last semester. I'm still debating whether to take it as Pass/Fail. Marketing Management is, from what I can tell so far, REALLY stupid. I mean, assigned seating in a 200+ lecture, enough said. Accounting seems ok, I came super later, today, because everyone decided to crash at my place again last night because it was Hector's last night before moving to Boston.
Anyway time for HW. Peace.
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| no sreep |
[05 Jan 2009|10:05am] |
In the past FOUR nights I've had a total of about SEVEN hours of sleep, and I have class today til 10pm. GREAT!
I'm beyond nervous about all of my classes. No clue why. Everyone decided to crash at my place last night too. Not a good start >_
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